My first night alone

It is the first night since I came to Yerevan that I will be sleeping alone. It is so odd. Before I came, I had been sleeping alone for over six months. But how quickly I became used to a warm body next to mine (well, not just any warm body, but her’s).

It is so odd how one gets used to sleeping alone and then used to sleeping with someone and then suddenly, you have to sleep alone again and something which was in fact preferred and so seemingly natural before seems so much more difficult now.

It’s times like these that I feel the power of my water sign. When I feel the weight of emptiness upon me, but I do not let it envelop me.